candy flavoured pain

You choke me in my thoughts

I’m fighting to find a way

got to out of here

out of my dismay

 

I try to force my self to think

but my thoughts turn in to lead

they get heavy, grey and bad

and push me back to bed

 

hard joy

hard glee

sweet heartache

sweet grief

hard love

hard aid

sweet sadness

sweet madness

sweet

 

candy flavored pain

you dignify my name

I revel in your flames

lick your sugar coated chains

 

you tempt me

you tease me

I crave for the core

I melt in your mouth

and I beg you for more

when my world gets too hard

your sweetness provides me the cure

 

my plans keep falling through

don’t understand whats going on

Struggling with the wrapping

I keep on pulling but it won’t come of

 

I bang my head against the wall

and curl up on the floor

I wallow in self pity

a perverted sence of joy

 

hard love

hard glee

hard aid

sweet

 

candy flavored pain

you dignify my name

I revel in your flames

lick your sugar coated chains

 

you tempt me

you tease me

I crave for the core

I melt in your mouth

and I beg you for more

pain

the only thing thats sure

when my world gets too hard

your sweetness provides me the cure

 

I pray for an answer

I don’t wanna know

keep deluding my self

though its killing me slow

I’m so sick of my doubts

but it’s so damn hard to let go

 

you tempt me

you tease me

I crave for the core

I melt in your mouth

and I beg you for more

pain

the only thing thats sure

when my world gets too dark

I beg you for more

I melt in your mouth

I crave for the core

when my world gets too hard

your sweetness provides me the cure