I heard you’ve been here

asking for me

I never thought I’d see you around

didn’t expect

you’d be looking for me

in this part of town

My heart almost stopped

when your name came up

I’ll never forget the first kiss

maybe you’re here

cause you actually care

but I won’t let you to see me like this

 

cos I can’t share my secrets

can’t let you see my scars

though it’s tearing up my heart

 

tell me why oh why I feel this way

tell me why I’m so afraid

of your love

so scared of your love

every time you call my name

I’m petrified I’m so ashamed

of your love

so scared of your love

so scared of love

too scared to come home

 

Been trying to build

a life on my own

I wanted to make it alone

pride is a needy

insatiable friend

wearing and tearing me down

I’m getting cold

feeling alone

hiding inside the crowd

try to avoid

the look in your eyes

their only reflecting my doubts

 

Tell me why I’m made this way

why am I so damned ashamed

by your love

so scared of your love

every time you call my name

I’m petrified I’m so ashamed

of your love

so scared of your love

so scared of love

too scared to come home

 

I got nothing

I got nowhere to go

there’s no cure for the lies

and the stories I’ve told

still I keep hiding

still I keep fighting

long after the truth has unfold

 

Tell me why I’m made this way

why am I so damned ashamed

by your love

so scared of your love

every time I hear your name

I realize I’m so afraid

of your love

so scared of your love

so scared of love

I’m to scared too come home

tell me why I’m so scared of your love

I’m too scared